Sad goodbyes.

Today was my last day I my first rotation. When I started pediatric ENT I planned on being ok with it but I was scared. I didn't plan on loving it. I didn't plan on praying so much for my preceptor and coming to see her as a friend. I didn't expect to cry my eyes out as I drove away. I didn't plan on coming to Starbucks and blogging about it but truly the last 6 weeks changed me. I know Gods timing is perfect but leaving is still sad. I had good days frustrating moments but I grew in patience and in confidence in my skills. I learned to get respect despite my young age. I learned to leave the outside world outside and leaned to truly smile no matter what. I learned to comfort. I learned to tea h. I learned to reassure. I learned to make kids leave glowing.

It's funny. I chose to be a pa so that my job wouldn't be my life. But truly I see how it can be a beautiful part of my life and how much I can affect others and display Gods glory. So blessed. So sad to leave that blessing as I think the next one will be harder I know God had a plan. Till them I'm praying circles around the job ill get. When I graduate and praying that tomorrow's test goes well.

Friends find a job you love. That you would cry to leave its so worth it. All he hard work all the nights I got no sleep. Moving to Orlando turning my life upside down losing friends.... It was all worth it.

Alright... Now to the books.