Prayer circles

Today was my first day on my Obgyn rotation. It was a thought provoking day, a difficult day and a good day all in one.
It gave me questions that I don't have answers to, but most of all moved my heart to prayer.

My job today was to find the heartbeat of the baby. And that heartbeat once I found it produced a joy in me that I can't explain. It tugged at my desire for children like a hard jerk, while I know now is not the time. It pulled at my heart to circle the babies God has given me desire for in prayer. I feel like I prayed all day.

I prayed for my future babies heart, with each heartbeat I found. I prayed for their growth with each ob patient I had. I prayed for their kidneys when a lady told me of her child's kidney issues. I prayed for their toes when I saw little baby toes as for their nose when I saw a cute baby nose. I prayed for my body and its ability to grow the baby, and I prayed for the delivery that I hope to one day experience. I prayed for that baby that they would love God and I prayed the God would prepare Paul and I for the day we become parents.

While I am not pregnant, not trying to be pregnant and it won't be for a whole util I finish school and start a job I am so thankful that if anything, the next 6 weeks will be spent wrapping my future babies in prayer. I can wait for these babies a but I want to be able to give them what they need and we can't afford that now not would it be healthy for a baby to be conceived during clinicals due to the demand on the body and what my rotations require. But like I spent time praying for my future husband, I'm going to commit to praying for my future children.

I want to also pray for these women that they would see the gifts they are growing and that they would love them. I'm excited to get to pray for them and see God work.

What are you praying for?
Xox
Anita